6 month journey.

She is so naive.
Stop being subtle. 
I want to procure his friendship back.
I am very ineptly.
He evades my eyes, everyday.
Someone should reprimand my heart. 
I like "big" words.
and putting them into stupid sentences.




in 6 months, i hope to be happy. 


مجھے تم یاد آتی ہے.
ہم دوستوں کے دوبارہ کر سکتے ہیں؟
مجھے بہت افسوس ہے.
کیا آپ کے پاس بالکل پرواہ ہے؟
کیا ہم اس سے باہر بات کر سکتے ہیں؟
مہربانی کر کے.






with love,
Kara Diane Rhodes[:


p.s.what makes you happy?
i'd sure like to hear it. 

Contradict much?

I am terribly sorry.
My last two post were a bit of a contradiction.
Sorry. Let's get back to happy[:














Dr. Seuss. Genius.

have a fantastic day
be happy
and ignore my last post[:

with love,
Caribou

p.s. i feel like i'm writing to thin air.
is anyone out there?

I.Love.Life.

I never thought i would say this..like..EVER.
But, it becoming true.
I love life.
It is amazing in every way possible.
I love my guy friends[:
They make me giggle, and smile. I need to smile more.
I love my girl friends also.
They are just good in general.Maybe too good for me.
I love my insane family.
Even if they are super lame some times.
I love the season that we are currently in.
Ya know, Fall?
I love listening to silly girl drama, it makes me laugh.
I love laughing. Even if it's at something really stupid.
i love hugs. You could randomly give me one if you feel like it[:
What more could I ask for??
Not a thing. Well..maybe[: 
Did i mention lots of boys are super cute and flirty? Yeah..[:



fall<3



i loooove it.



the ones in it...[:





i'll do  my best..but i can't pick out cute outfits...haha





i'm gonna have fun. are you?



i like this(:


With happiness and love,
KaraDiane



p.s. so if you can't tell i changed my blog..haha
i was going to do it all cute and junk.
But i got reaal lazy.
So it's simple.
tell me what you think(:

The Jacket.

Saturday.

I got a new jacket, it's fake leather.

It might be the best thing of my life.

I worked at Byu concessions.

I met a new boy.

He is super attractive.and sweet.

I got to watch the Byu game from my stand,

we could see the scoreboard *win*. 

I saw very attractive Byu football players after the game.

They are so tall..and muscular[: and so cute in their blue jumpsuits(:

He text me. It was nice..

My mommy got a calling in church today, a mia maid adviser.

I'm a mia maid.

Let's see how well it goes...haha

I had to give a mini talk in church..epic fail.

I hate hair.

so I've decided to keep it in a bun for the rest of my life.

well until it is longer...[:

Saturday was a good day.

i'm gonna live happily ever after(: 

but a Cinderella story would be nice...(:

pretty much.

he's out there...i just have to wait!(: 

have a great day[:

with lots of pretend hugs and kisses,

Caribou.

p.s.if you have a Cinderella story, please tell me the story(:

And she was yet again a brunette..

lucky you. you are the first to see.

sorry for the REALLY scary picture, i'm not photogenic. 

The hair is up..cause it looks like a lions main.

So yeah[:

It's getting better.

Not good, but better.

I think it's time that you all hear about my hole.

I've told few people about it, two to be exact.

One of which doesn't care about it, or me.

The Hole.

By:Kara Diane Rhodes

One day when Kara's parents decided to split(divorce, duh).

The hole became present in her heart.

She was only three years old, so all she thought it was, was sadness. Nothing more.

As she grew the hole filled up, with both the love of her mother, and father. She was content with life. 

When Kara entered Jr.High, Kara found out about that hole. When she had a very large crush on a silly boy, he didn't feel the same way. 

As she went through Jr. High that hole grew bigger and bigger, because of the things her parents did, her brothers did, what the government did, etc.

When Kara reached the age of 14. She met thee boy.

She was highly infatuated with him.

She had never felt this way about someone, it was just crush of course, but a very very very very BIG one.

She liked him a lot, the way he made her feel, the way he looked/winked at her(at a talent show).This "liking each other" started on March 10th, and ended on April 4th.

She was heart broken. 

He said that they should just be "Best Friends"

And they were,for a long time.

Now, remember that hole?

The reason she liked this guy so much was because, he made it fill up. She did get over him, no worries.

They had the most amazing friendship, at least she thought.

The summer of 9th grade going into 10th was...

AMAZING.

She loved it with all her heart,

they star gazed, held hands, and set world records.

She didn't think life could get any better. 

Till they entered high school.

They best friends drifted slowly.

The hole grew bigger and bigger.

Kara said stupid things.

Things she wish she could take back.

Things that made the best friends, fall apart.

Now? She doesn't know what they are.

Kara want's everything to be better.

He doesn't care.

She won't stop.

The hole remains huge.

THE END.

Great story huh?

Yeah, i thought so too.

i really am.

i'm far from perfect.

i wonder how many times i have to say it.

yet, you don't care at all? after everything 

you said, and did? I don't understand. 

-Caribou[:

p.s.I am truly sorry, forgive me?

Come on, Get happy.

Today i was informed that this blog is a bit depressing.

I am so sorry about that.It'll pass. I hope.

Guess what?

It RAINED today.I enjoy the rain a lot.

 i enjoy the rain, a lot.

even in a t-shirt and spankies.

Please excuse the scariness, that is me.

I had a..better day today. He spoke one word to me. Fantastic right? I had to leave seminary to cry. Yeah. Awesome. I really hate being all dramatic, and sad.It's just not me! I wish it didn't have to be like this. I want it all to go back to normal. That would be groovy.I know for a fact(by his word to a friend) That it has to happen on it's own. I hope that time will go quickly..very quickly. 

You know what i hate immensely? 

When someone says they talk to a certain person, and yet they can't tell you?

Well if you can't tell me why in the hell did you mention it!?

that bugs me.

But what'er, no one cares about how i feel. It's fine. 

[: i won't let that bring me down.maybe.

I'm super duper excited to play with new friends this weekend!

sorry i had to steal it[:Baileythehottie.

Tomorrow i get my hair dyed again<3 finally!

have a great night.

with more love than imaginable,

Kara Diane Rhodes[: 

p.s.

(:<3