Uh.

I'm not sure how I feel about this.
This all seems too familiar.
I should just quit while i'm ahead.
It'll end up the same way anyway.
Why would someone go from her..to me?
She's got brains and beauty.
I've got sarcasm and not beauty.
I know it's just starting out.
But I have a feeling it will end the same way as last time.


but cut out the last part.


i just like this picture. not sure why.








Some day everything will make sense.


-boo(:

p.s. happy halloween!(:
p.s.s. it's getting better[:

6 month journey.

She is so naive.
Stop being subtle. 
I want to procure his friendship back.
I am very ineptly.
He evades my eyes, everyday.
Someone should reprimand my heart. 
I like "big" words.
and putting them into stupid sentences.




in 6 months, i hope to be happy. 


مجھے تم یاد آتی ہے.
ہم دوستوں کے دوبارہ کر سکتے ہیں؟
مجھے بہت افسوس ہے.
کیا آپ کے پاس بالکل پرواہ ہے؟
کیا ہم اس سے باہر بات کر سکتے ہیں؟
مہربانی کر کے.






with love,
Kara Diane Rhodes[:


p.s.what makes you happy?
i'd sure like to hear it. 

Eye contact? It would be nice.

that's all i ask.

I know we won't be the same.

If you care..please.

At least answer me when i ask you a question.

or tell me to stop. 

i feel alone.

like no one is there.

the people i have talked to think i'm stupid.

i want to be happy again.

p.s.super awkward picture right?

-boo

p.s. so many people told me you care..show me? 

April

Everyone needs a Connor.

He might be my favorite person ever.

A Connor is someone who can make you laugh when you feel like crying.

He is super awkward, but I love him anyway.[: 

('d')<he made that up. "kick in the face". Hahaha(:

Ever feel like you don't fit in..anywhere?

I kind of feel like that right now.

I hate crying. It's a sign of weakness.

I refuse to be weak anymore.

I wish i could run away from it all.

The "ball" is in his court.

I can't do anything about it.

-kara

p.s. what happens when all hope is lost..?

Contradict much?

I am terribly sorry.
My last two post were a bit of a contradiction.
Sorry. Let's get back to happy[:














Dr. Seuss. Genius.

have a fantastic day
be happy
and ignore my last post[:

with love,
Caribou

p.s. i feel like i'm writing to thin air.
is anyone out there?

What makes you beautiful.

Well. I got bored, and i'm not creative.

So..What do ya'll think of the new "dew".

HAHAHAHAHA i'm funny.

I love choir.

It's really fun!

I love my Asian.

She makes my very happy.

I love being annoying in Floral, and making the ginger giggle.

It's fun, ya'll should try it.

Today was a good day.

I'm starting to get more and more mini crushes.

I should stop, really.

I should explain, it's really simple.

Ready?

Boys do not like Kara Diane Rhodes.

As in "more than friends"

But, I know my prince charming is out there somewhere.

I hope he finds me soon.

I decided that i'm a horrible blogger, i "write" about the most random things.

I am sorry for that.

so true!

might be thee truest thing EVER.

i'd like to do this...

true. very true.

I had a great day, i have amazing friends.

Thank you all for everything <3[:

With lots of love,

Caribou.

And she was yet again a brunette..

lucky you. you are the first to see.

sorry for the REALLY scary picture, i'm not photogenic. 

The hair is up..cause it looks like a lions main.

So yeah[:

It's getting better.

Not good, but better.

I think it's time that you all hear about my hole.

I've told few people about it, two to be exact.

One of which doesn't care about it, or me.

The Hole.

By:Kara Diane Rhodes

One day when Kara's parents decided to split(divorce, duh).

The hole became present in her heart.

She was only three years old, so all she thought it was, was sadness. Nothing more.

As she grew the hole filled up, with both the love of her mother, and father. She was content with life. 

When Kara entered Jr.High, Kara found out about that hole. When she had a very large crush on a silly boy, he didn't feel the same way. 

As she went through Jr. High that hole grew bigger and bigger, because of the things her parents did, her brothers did, what the government did, etc.

When Kara reached the age of 14. She met thee boy.

She was highly infatuated with him.

She had never felt this way about someone, it was just crush of course, but a very very very very BIG one.

She liked him a lot, the way he made her feel, the way he looked/winked at her(at a talent show).This "liking each other" started on March 10th, and ended on April 4th.

She was heart broken. 

He said that they should just be "Best Friends"

And they were,for a long time.

Now, remember that hole?

The reason she liked this guy so much was because, he made it fill up. She did get over him, no worries.

They had the most amazing friendship, at least she thought.

The summer of 9th grade going into 10th was...

AMAZING.

She loved it with all her heart,

they star gazed, held hands, and set world records.

She didn't think life could get any better. 

Till they entered high school.

They best friends drifted slowly.

The hole grew bigger and bigger.

Kara said stupid things.

Things she wish she could take back.

Things that made the best friends, fall apart.

Now? She doesn't know what they are.

Kara want's everything to be better.

He doesn't care.

She won't stop.

The hole remains huge.

THE END.

Great story huh?

Yeah, i thought so too.

i really am.

i'm far from perfect.

i wonder how many times i have to say it.

yet, you don't care at all? after everything 

you said, and did? I don't understand. 

-Caribou[:

p.s.I am truly sorry, forgive me?