If you want me in your life, please start acting like it. you have no idea how close i am to giving up.

this is from her.

i had to steal it.

It's only Monday.

Kill.Me.Now.

yes.

you did promise.

i need to find this guy.

i need a life, real bad.

Maybe i'll start running.

I need to be healthier and skinnier. anyway.

have a great night.

love,

Kara

Dreams.

I never dream.
When i do, it's either really weird.
Or i miss someone terribly. 
Now I've missed someone terribly a total of twice in my life
(well that i remember).
Once, when my best friend Jackson left for a week during summer.
I had a dream that he cam home, luckily it was just one day till i got to see him(:


The second time just happened...  
and i'm writing about it before i loose the memory.
We.talked.
We. hugged.
I said sorry.
You forgave me.
The End.Stupid doorbell..
I have never had a dream this real in my life.
I could feel the hug, i could feel the sincerity in his voice. 


I know, you have already forgiven me. 
You know how hard a time i have believing things. 
I know you simply, don't care anymore.
I wish you did. 


On a happier note.
A great friend today said "Kara you didn't text me back".
HE HASN'T TALKED TO ME THIS WHOLE SCHOOL YEAR.
Oh that boy...He was the first "holder of my hands". In the weirdest way possible. HAHA<sorry(:


Also, a very "popular" attractive boy said my hair looks good brown. win.
I was shocked he even knew my name.


Mattie sent me a video of her playing a song on the harp.
It was beautiful.
Thanks love. 


A kid in my physics class(that i sit next to), told me that he thought i was a senior.
Bahahahhahaha. It was awesome. He is a junior. Sadly, he's not cute.


I GOT YUMMY TASTING LIP GLOSS. 
It tastes like those suckers with the green..and the caramel on it!?Ah[: i love it. Does anyone want a taste?Obviously boys.Cute ones maybe?
this is it(:


I got a 91/100 on my geometry test i thought i failed.
awesome. 


did i ever tell ya'll that i am Cinderella[:


Well, have a great friday everyone[:
I hope it's full of adventures.
I hope mine is too!


with lots of love,
kara diane rhodes




p.s. in that dream, did i mention that he was wearing a leather jacket? huh..random..but oh so attractive. 
boys, go get yourself a leather jacket, the are sexy. 
<3

Come on, Get happy.

Today i was informed that this blog is a bit depressing.

I am so sorry about that.It'll pass. I hope.

Guess what?

It RAINED today.I enjoy the rain a lot.

 i enjoy the rain, a lot.

even in a t-shirt and spankies.

Please excuse the scariness, that is me.

I had a..better day today. He spoke one word to me. Fantastic right? I had to leave seminary to cry. Yeah. Awesome. I really hate being all dramatic, and sad.It's just not me! I wish it didn't have to be like this. I want it all to go back to normal. That would be groovy.I know for a fact(by his word to a friend) That it has to happen on it's own. I hope that time will go quickly..very quickly. 

You know what i hate immensely? 

When someone says they talk to a certain person, and yet they can't tell you?

Well if you can't tell me why in the hell did you mention it!?

that bugs me.

But what'er, no one cares about how i feel. It's fine. 

[: i won't let that bring me down.maybe.

I'm super duper excited to play with new friends this weekend!

sorry i had to steal it[:Baileythehottie.

Tomorrow i get my hair dyed again<3 finally!

have a great night.

with more love than imaginable,

Kara Diane Rhodes[: 

p.s.

(:<3 

"your eyes are pretty"

                                                i love this quote[:

                                           

i love complements. 

i love Dr. Seuss. 

that man was genius. 

have a great day[:

with love,

Kara Diane Rhodes

oh..H-ya(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMB1SECUSq8

Abduction

isn't he just beautiful?

i think i'm in love.

i got to see him shirtless, and crying<3 ah.

i had a good saturday.

i got to spend time with a old friend, that will always be there for me.

i got tricked by a stupid claw machine...that was bull sh*t..(: <inside joke

i got to text my best friend..<3(:

i realized that..everything revolves around her.

i found out a girl that i thought hated me.. actually likes me(:

i found out that i love dirty dancing..the movie..duh

i realized that some change can be good, that everything

is going to change very soon..i can feel it.

I will be happy...

my way

-Kara Diane Rhodes

..can be good..

Every Avenue

Hi

I hate the feeling of emptiness.

I feel like nothing.

It makes no sense. Right?

Oh the bright side...

fall is coming(:

I LOVE fall. 

it makes me happy!

gorgeous isn't it?

i'm getting sick of feeling so..

empty

even though he might not know it,

he makes me empty...yet so happy.

How do you get rid of someone...who is the only one that 

is keeping you..alive?

i could use the help.

love,

karadiane

B.Y.U.

So.

for those of you who do not know.

i live in dear old utah.

the big game was on last night.

Utah v.s. Byu.

Utah won.

i honestly don't care about the whole thing.

i hardly understand football.

but i enjoyed my time at my friends party.

I.went.insane.

yep.

when i go insane,

i can be..

crazy

inappropriate

flirty

and just plain weird.

i laughed far too much.

twas fun(:

ya'll should try it sometime.

now i'm trying to decide if i'm gonna be a 

byu fan or utah.

hmmm help?

love,

karaboo(: