Stop. && Smile.

We often forget the great things in life.
Like, every other day. Well for me at least[:
I have moments when I forget all the good things in my life.
We forget the little things.


like..
a smile.
someone who makes you laugh.
spending time with a new friend.
listening to christmas music in november(me and my mom).(:
venting to someone you've missed.[:
and there is SO much more.

We get all caught up in pointless drama, that we forget to smile.

a smile is a very powerful thing.
it can make someones day 100000000000 times better.

Smile for all the great things in life.
Forget the bad.


have a great day everyone(:

with a smile,
karaboorhodes :D

p.s. what's you're favorite christmas song??(:

A few words.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Words were spoken between us.
The first time in *weeks*.
Crazy.


I thought you hated me and didn't care.
You didn't want to be friends.
Then I heard this stuff:


"He really wants to be your friend...he said the only thing that is stopping him is that he think you(me) are happier not being friends and he doesn't want to hurt you(me)"-not to be named girl[:


"He said he wished you were friends again..but that he hadn't tried too much"-a different girl.


Um let me clear this up.
I was so much happier when we were friends.
I'm just a good actress so i can act happy..


*My day got better when I walked threw those seminary building doors and saw both of you waiting for me.


Even if it was only for a brief moment, it felt like nothing had changed. I miss that so much.
I hope all this stuff I am hearing is true, that he does want it too.I hope he is reading this too. Or I'm talking nonsense to all of you. Sorry[: 







i promise, i am trying. 









heading toward here[: if you come with me it will be *true*.




Does someone have a boy story for me?
I'd sure love to hear it[:


With hugs & kisses,
Kara(:








p.s. I was deemed a new nickname the other day...Mexican...hahahaha[:

Contradict much?

I am terribly sorry.
My last two post were a bit of a contradiction.
Sorry. Let's get back to happy[:














Dr. Seuss. Genius.

have a fantastic day
be happy
and ignore my last post[:

with love,
Caribou

p.s. i feel like i'm writing to thin air.
is anyone out there?

If you want me in your life, please start acting like it. you have no idea how close i am to giving up.

this is from her.

i had to steal it.

It's only Monday.

Kill.Me.Now.

yes.

you did promise.

i need to find this guy.

i need a life, real bad.

Maybe i'll start running.

I need to be healthier and skinnier. anyway.

have a great night.

love,

Kara

Last Night Was a Good Night.

I had loads of fun.

With many boys."Planned:)"

With a great girl.

With screaming.

With old friends i missed,

and new ones i met.

Today will be a good day.

I'll be working at the BYU concessions.

Yay. 5-12?

Let's see how this goes[:

i might have stolen this(:

she won't mind.

oo look what i found[:

i still have hope that everything will be 

better soon. Do you?

it's all i've got(:

My best friend showed me this once, it has

stuck with me ever sense. I'll never forget it(:

I'll always hope that we can be best friends again. 

Have a fantastic day everyone[:

with love,

Kara Diane Rhodes.

p.s. there may be a new boy..just maybe.

details to come later.

Two year old.

Alright.
I'm so sick of being so sad.
It's so lame.
Happy girls are pretty girls..right?[:
I got a lot of complements on my hair today.Even boys. *gasp*.
That made me happy.
My Mattie left me cranberries for lunch, also made me happy.
My Jo told me i was cute, made me happy too.
My Sarah ran and hugged me today, guess what? It made me happy.

yep. i like this a lot[:

awe. i need to be happy.

when you wish upon a star...makes no difference who you are.


 

huh something to think about..?






Let's all be happy now.
Okay?[:
have a marvelous day!
with love,
Caribou Rhodes.

"your eyes are pretty"

                                                i love this quote[:

                                           

i love complements. 

i love Dr. Seuss. 

that man was genius. 

have a great day[:

with love,

Kara Diane Rhodes

Baby

People change.

I have changed.

For many reasons.

let's see if you can figure them out.

Not to be rude...some of it is your fault.

Maybe this is for the better.

I feel...

left out

alone

sad

angry

annoyed

i love you still, always have, always will.

something has changed in me.

i'm still working on why that is. or how that happened.

when i do figure that out. i'll tell you. don't worry.

until then don't ignore me..that might change things even more. 

On another note:

i can't wait for April.

i'll be 16..hopefully(probably) brace-less..and zit-less.

i.can't.wait. well..i have to, but you know[:

sad..but oh so true...

[:

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he's proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he's my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I'm upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I'm doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I'm wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

i REALLY hope they read this one day..

-kara

p.s.don't go complain about me..it's not cool..really your sister?

come on. 

Abduction

isn't he just beautiful?

i think i'm in love.

i got to see him shirtless, and crying<3 ah.

i had a good saturday.

i got to spend time with a old friend, that will always be there for me.

i got tricked by a stupid claw machine...that was bull sh*t..(: <inside joke

i got to text my best friend..<3(:

i realized that..everything revolves around her.

i found out a girl that i thought hated me.. actually likes me(:

i found out that i love dirty dancing..the movie..duh

i realized that some change can be good, that everything

is going to change very soon..i can feel it.

I will be happy...

my way

-Kara Diane Rhodes

..can be good..