A real man

Thank goodness for REAL men, who can talk things out.
Thank you real men who can tell the truth.
Thank you for understanding.
Thank you for being patient.
Thank you for being real.
Thank you for not being a player.
Thank you real men for not being a complete idiot, all the time
Thank you for gently letting me go, by my choice.
Thank you. For reminding me what kind of man I want, not a boy.
You are quite remarkable, even if others don't see it.
Maybe I shouldn't call you a man quite yet, but you are getting close to it[:
I can't wait for the day you're over her.


YOU. a real man.well no, not you.

with love&wishes,
KaraDiane


p.s.my post before was short and random(like me), so i thought i need to make it up!(:

that's what i'll be.

Stop. && Smile.

We often forget the great things in life.
Like, every other day. Well for me at least[:
I have moments when I forget all the good things in my life.
We forget the little things.


like..
a smile.
someone who makes you laugh.
spending time with a new friend.
listening to christmas music in november(me and my mom).(:
venting to someone you've missed.[:
and there is SO much more.

We get all caught up in pointless drama, that we forget to smile.

a smile is a very powerful thing.
it can make someones day 100000000000 times better.

Smile for all the great things in life.
Forget the bad.


have a great day everyone(:

with a smile,
karaboorhodes :D

p.s. what's you're favorite christmas song??(:

Uh.

I'm not sure how I feel about this.
This all seems too familiar.
I should just quit while i'm ahead.
It'll end up the same way anyway.
Why would someone go from her..to me?
She's got brains and beauty.
I've got sarcasm and not beauty.
I know it's just starting out.
But I have a feeling it will end the same way as last time.


but cut out the last part.


i just like this picture. not sure why.








Some day everything will make sense.


-boo(:

p.s. happy halloween!(:
p.s.s. it's getting better[:

Broken.Slipping.& Done.

but scratch the sorry, he doesn't care.

I am done.

I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself.

By looking at the past I'm not looking at what I have now.

I don't want to be friends with people who don't care about me.

let's see how long my "be happy, live life to the fullest" feeling lasts shall we?[:

with love,

Kara Diane Rhodes[:

p.s. no body likes a player, you are getting what you deserve. just wait, you'll know what i'm talking about soon enough.

(: 

6 month journey.

She is so naive.
Stop being subtle. 
I want to procure his friendship back.
I am very ineptly.
He evades my eyes, everyday.
Someone should reprimand my heart. 
I like "big" words.
and putting them into stupid sentences.




in 6 months, i hope to be happy. 


مجھے تم یاد آتی ہے.
ہم دوستوں کے دوبارہ کر سکتے ہیں؟
مجھے بہت افسوس ہے.
کیا آپ کے پاس بالکل پرواہ ہے؟
کیا ہم اس سے باہر بات کر سکتے ہیں؟
مہربانی کر کے.






with love,
Kara Diane Rhodes[:


p.s.what makes you happy?
i'd sure like to hear it. 

Eye contact? It would be nice.

that's all i ask.

I know we won't be the same.

If you care..please.

At least answer me when i ask you a question.

or tell me to stop. 

i feel alone.

like no one is there.

the people i have talked to think i'm stupid.

i want to be happy again.

p.s.super awkward picture right?

-boo

p.s. so many people told me you care..show me? 

A few words.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Words were spoken between us.
The first time in *weeks*.
Crazy.


I thought you hated me and didn't care.
You didn't want to be friends.
Then I heard this stuff:


"He really wants to be your friend...he said the only thing that is stopping him is that he think you(me) are happier not being friends and he doesn't want to hurt you(me)"-not to be named girl[:


"He said he wished you were friends again..but that he hadn't tried too much"-a different girl.


Um let me clear this up.
I was so much happier when we were friends.
I'm just a good actress so i can act happy..


*My day got better when I walked threw those seminary building doors and saw both of you waiting for me.


Even if it was only for a brief moment, it felt like nothing had changed. I miss that so much.
I hope all this stuff I am hearing is true, that he does want it too.I hope he is reading this too. Or I'm talking nonsense to all of you. Sorry[: 







i promise, i am trying. 









heading toward here[: if you come with me it will be *true*.




Does someone have a boy story for me?
I'd sure love to hear it[:


With hugs & kisses,
Kara(:








p.s. I was deemed a new nickname the other day...Mexican...hahahaha[:

Hugs and Kisses.

Be happy.

That's pretty much my motto.

Being sad doesn't get you anywhere.

It makes you and those around you miserable. 

And if you are sad, don't show it.

The boy you like isn't going to ask what's wrong, or make you happy.

The only people that will notice is best friends and then they'll ask what's wrong?

You'll say nothing.

Because you didn't want her to ask you, you wanted him.

Pft.

It's just something I've noticed in the past, and you all know it's true.

Don't deny it[:

Being sad is SUCH a waste of time.

I know it's hard not to be sad sometimes..

but you can do it!(: 

If i can, you sooo can.

this is my screen saver[:

i agree.

jump for joy<3

i get bored after school when i don't have homework..

and listening to Skrillex.

it's pretty cool though right?(:

took me an hour.

Be happy.

-Kara:]

p.s.did i mention that i'm a 16th Cherokee Indian?

How sweet is that? very.

p.s.s.Toothpick down your shirt-not comfortable.

But he made it..good for you xc senior boy.

Good for you.

I.Love.Life.

I never thought i would say this..like..EVER.
But, it becoming true.
I love life.
It is amazing in every way possible.
I love my guy friends[:
They make me giggle, and smile. I need to smile more.
I love my girl friends also.
They are just good in general.Maybe too good for me.
I love my insane family.
Even if they are super lame some times.
I love the season that we are currently in.
Ya know, Fall?
I love listening to silly girl drama, it makes me laugh.
I love laughing. Even if it's at something really stupid.
i love hugs. You could randomly give me one if you feel like it[:
What more could I ask for??
Not a thing. Well..maybe[: 
Did i mention lots of boys are super cute and flirty? Yeah..[:



fall<3



i loooove it.



the ones in it...[:





i'll do  my best..but i can't pick out cute outfits...haha





i'm gonna have fun. are you?



i like this(:


With happiness and love,
KaraDiane



p.s. so if you can't tell i changed my blog..haha
i was going to do it all cute and junk.
But i got reaal lazy.
So it's simple.
tell me what you think(:

The Jacket.

Saturday.

I got a new jacket, it's fake leather.

It might be the best thing of my life.

I worked at Byu concessions.

I met a new boy.

He is super attractive.and sweet.

I got to watch the Byu game from my stand,

we could see the scoreboard *win*. 

I saw very attractive Byu football players after the game.

They are so tall..and muscular[: and so cute in their blue jumpsuits(:

He text me. It was nice..

My mommy got a calling in church today, a mia maid adviser.

I'm a mia maid.

Let's see how well it goes...haha

I had to give a mini talk in church..epic fail.

I hate hair.

so I've decided to keep it in a bun for the rest of my life.

well until it is longer...[:

Saturday was a good day.

i'm gonna live happily ever after(: 

but a Cinderella story would be nice...(:

pretty much.

he's out there...i just have to wait!(: 

have a great day[:

with lots of pretend hugs and kisses,

Caribou.

p.s.if you have a Cinderella story, please tell me the story(:

Last Night Was a Good Night.

I had loads of fun.

With many boys."Planned:)"

With a great girl.

With screaming.

With old friends i missed,

and new ones i met.

Today will be a good day.

I'll be working at the BYU concessions.

Yay. 5-12?

Let's see how this goes[:

i might have stolen this(:

she won't mind.

oo look what i found[:

i still have hope that everything will be 

better soon. Do you?

it's all i've got(:

My best friend showed me this once, it has

stuck with me ever sense. I'll never forget it(:

I'll always hope that we can be best friends again. 

Have a fantastic day everyone[:

with love,

Kara Diane Rhodes.

p.s. there may be a new boy..just maybe.

details to come later.