April

Everyone needs a Connor.

He might be my favorite person ever.

A Connor is someone who can make you laugh when you feel like crying.

He is super awkward, but I love him anyway.[: 

('d')<he made that up. "kick in the face". Hahaha(:

Ever feel like you don't fit in..anywhere?

I kind of feel like that right now.

I hate crying. It's a sign of weakness.

I refuse to be weak anymore.

I wish i could run away from it all.

The "ball" is in his court.

I can't do anything about it.

-kara

p.s. what happens when all hope is lost..?

She cried.

Real tears.

-kara

Contradict much?

I am terribly sorry.
My last two post were a bit of a contradiction.
Sorry. Let's get back to happy[:














Dr. Seuss. Genius.

have a fantastic day
be happy
and ignore my last post[:

with love,
Caribou

p.s. i feel like i'm writing to thin air.
is anyone out there?

If you want me in your life, please start acting like it. you have no idea how close i am to giving up.

this is from her.

i had to steal it.

It's only Monday.

Kill.Me.Now.

yes.

you did promise.

i need to find this guy.

i need a life, real bad.

Maybe i'll start running.

I need to be healthier and skinnier. anyway.

have a great night.

love,

Kara

Come on, Get happy.

Today i was informed that this blog is a bit depressing.

I am so sorry about that.It'll pass. I hope.

Guess what?

It RAINED today.I enjoy the rain a lot.

 i enjoy the rain, a lot.

even in a t-shirt and spankies.

Please excuse the scariness, that is me.

I had a..better day today. He spoke one word to me. Fantastic right? I had to leave seminary to cry. Yeah. Awesome. I really hate being all dramatic, and sad.It's just not me! I wish it didn't have to be like this. I want it all to go back to normal. That would be groovy.I know for a fact(by his word to a friend) That it has to happen on it's own. I hope that time will go quickly..very quickly. 

You know what i hate immensely? 

When someone says they talk to a certain person, and yet they can't tell you?

Well if you can't tell me why in the hell did you mention it!?

that bugs me.

But what'er, no one cares about how i feel. It's fine. 

[: i won't let that bring me down.maybe.

I'm super duper excited to play with new friends this weekend!

sorry i had to steal it[:Baileythehottie.

Tomorrow i get my hair dyed again<3 finally!

have a great night.

with more love than imaginable,

Kara Diane Rhodes[: 

p.s.

(:<3