Wednesday, October 5, 2011

And she was yet again a brunette..

lucky you. you are the first to see.
sorry for the REALLY scary picture, i'm not photogenic. 
The hair is up..cause it looks like a lions main.
So yeah[:


It's getting better.
Not good, but better.
I think it's time that you all hear about my hole.
I've told few people about it, two to be exact.
One of which doesn't care about it, or me.

The Hole.
By:Kara Diane Rhodes

One day when Kara's parents decided to split(divorce, duh).
The hole became present in her heart.
She was only three years old, so all she thought it was, was sadness. Nothing more.
As she grew the hole filled up, with both the love of her mother, and father. She was content with life. 

When Kara entered Jr.High, Kara found out about that hole. When she had a very large crush on a silly boy, he didn't feel the same way. 
As she went through Jr. High that hole grew bigger and bigger, because of the things her parents did, her brothers did, what the government did, etc.
When Kara reached the age of 14. She met thee boy.
She was highly infatuated with him.
She had never felt this way about someone, it was just crush of course, but a very very very very BIG one.
She liked him a lot, the way he made her feel, the way he looked/winked at her(at a talent show).This "liking each other" started on March 10th, and ended on April 4th.
She was heart broken. 
He said that they should just be "Best Friends"
And they were,for a long time.

Now, remember that hole?
The reason she liked this guy so much was because, he made it fill up. She did get over him, no worries.
They had the most amazing friendship, at least she thought.
The summer of 9th grade going into 10th was...
AMAZING.
She loved it with all her heart,
they star gazed, held hands, and set world records.
She didn't think life could get any better. 
Till they entered high school.
They best friends drifted slowly.
The hole grew bigger and bigger.
Kara said stupid things.
Things she wish she could take back.
Things that made the best friends, fall apart.
Now? She doesn't know what they are.
Kara want's everything to be better.
He doesn't care.
She won't stop.
The hole remains huge.
THE END.

Great story huh?
Yeah, i thought so too.
i really am.

i'm far from perfect.

i wonder how many times i have to say it.

yet, you don't care at all? after everything 
you said, and did? I don't understand. 



-Caribou[:















p.s.I am truly sorry, forgive me?

1 comment:

  1. Kara!!!
    Ok my goal... Help fill that hole!
    I'm so sorry about what has been happening. It was beet sad to hear today during PE. I felt really bad and I just want to let you know that I am here for you to talk and what not whenever you need me!! This kid.. Ya him, he will come back around and see what he did and what he lost for a SHORT amount of time and it will make him feel lame for leaving you behind. Dumb dumb dumb.
    BUT it will turn around I just know it!!! (:

    Love me Bailey!

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