Uh.

I'm not sure how I feel about this.
This all seems too familiar.
I should just quit while i'm ahead.
It'll end up the same way anyway.
Why would someone go from her..to me?
She's got brains and beauty.
I've got sarcasm and not beauty.
I know it's just starting out.
But I have a feeling it will end the same way as last time.


but cut out the last part.


i just like this picture. not sure why.








Some day everything will make sense.


-boo(:

p.s. happy halloween!(:
p.s.s. it's getting better[:

Confused.

I am so confused, it's ridiculous. 
Why do you tell them one thing and me another?
Who are you lying to? Me? Or them?


MINI NOTES:
Ginger(:
I love you doll.
Don't forget it.
Talking today was kind of like old times ya?
Good. Right?

"Babies"
I hope you're doing alright.
I'm sorry about all the crap you're going through.
It sucks, if you ever need some one to talk to. i'm here.
I love you(:


Babe-ly
Thanks for being a wonderful friend.
I think you made the right choice today.
I would have done the same thing.
I hope you have a better day tomorrow[:
I love you!(:

Jar of Hearts- Christina Perri:

i know, I can't take one more step towards you

                                          'Cause  all that's waiting is regret

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

                                                 I learned to live, half a life
                                            And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half a life

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

    Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

                                                    And tearing love apart

  You're gonna catch a cold

   From the ice inside your soul

   So don't come back for me

      Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are? 

with love,

Kara[:

p.s.

p.s. i <3 sarah and allie(: 

Eye contact? It would be nice.

that's all i ask.

I know we won't be the same.

If you care..please.

At least answer me when i ask you a question.

or tell me to stop. 

i feel alone.

like no one is there.

the people i have talked to think i'm stupid.

i want to be happy again.

p.s.super awkward picture right?

-boo

p.s. so many people told me you care..show me? 

April

Everyone needs a Connor.

He might be my favorite person ever.

A Connor is someone who can make you laugh when you feel like crying.

He is super awkward, but I love him anyway.[: 

('d')<he made that up. "kick in the face". Hahaha(:

Ever feel like you don't fit in..anywhere?

I kind of feel like that right now.

I hate crying. It's a sign of weakness.

I refuse to be weak anymore.

I wish i could run away from it all.

The "ball" is in his court.

I can't do anything about it.

-kara

p.s. what happens when all hope is lost..?

Remember how i felt empty for so long? 

That emptiness is coming back.

I hate it. 

All I want is to be happy, is that too much to ask?

I've always been good at hiding how I feel (it's one of my many talents).

But hiding how you feel isn't a good thing.I've learned that this year.

All that hidden anger and sadness, builds up over time.

It builds a wall, keeps the old feelings in ,and keeps new ones from coming in.

I want the wall gone.

I don't know what to do.

The emptiness is creeping into my heart.

It'll take over me soon.

The hole is taking over.

I want the pain to stop.

The thing is, is that I don't know what the pain is coming from.

I just hurt.

Help? 

I don't ask this often, but pray for me? Please.

i'd cry..but the wall keeps tears from my eyes.

Does any one truly care anymore? 

-Kara