Remember how i felt empty for so long? 

That emptiness is coming back.

I hate it. 

All I want is to be happy, is that too much to ask?

I've always been good at hiding how I feel (it's one of my many talents).

But hiding how you feel isn't a good thing.I've learned that this year.

All that hidden anger and sadness, builds up over time.

It builds a wall, keeps the old feelings in ,and keeps new ones from coming in.

I want the wall gone.

I don't know what to do.

The emptiness is creeping into my heart.

It'll take over me soon.

The hole is taking over.

I want the pain to stop.

The thing is, is that I don't know what the pain is coming from.

I just hurt.

Help? 

I don't ask this often, but pray for me? Please.

i'd cry..but the wall keeps tears from my eyes.

Does any one truly care anymore? 

-Kara