Goin in for the kill.

Tonight, I went to a football game.
Thee last football game of the season.
WE LOST. By one stupid point.
But what'er. I don't care much about the score.
I had fun at that game[:
I giggled far too much.
I got followed around by a short boy.
I got teased by many boys(happens all the time).
I got booty bumped, they bumped back.
Some one saluted me.
Some one different hugged me.hehe
I screamed, and cheered(not for the football game, but for our beloved cross country team).
I went to JCW'S with great people, that i love dearly.
I listened to people talk.

I had a goodnight. 

But, before all that happened.
I went to a dear old friends house, and ate her mommy's cookies(i looooove them).
She is nice. I love her. Always.


I love junior boys. 




the sand is slipping.



"These words are razors to my wounded heart"-Titus Andronicus






-Boo[:




P.s. Did i mention it's fall break!?!?!
I'm pumped.
I get to play with some new friends.
Yay! That's all.

Remember how i felt empty for so long? 

That emptiness is coming back.

I hate it. 

All I want is to be happy, is that too much to ask?

I've always been good at hiding how I feel (it's one of my many talents).

But hiding how you feel isn't a good thing.I've learned that this year.

All that hidden anger and sadness, builds up over time.

It builds a wall, keeps the old feelings in ,and keeps new ones from coming in.

I want the wall gone.

I don't know what to do.

The emptiness is creeping into my heart.

It'll take over me soon.

The hole is taking over.

I want the pain to stop.

The thing is, is that I don't know what the pain is coming from.

I just hurt.

Help? 

I don't ask this often, but pray for me? Please.

i'd cry..but the wall keeps tears from my eyes.

Does any one truly care anymore? 

-Kara