Done.

I hurt. So much.

I don't know if i can handle this anymore.

My night started off fantastic...and ended in tears.

Then i saw it and heard it.

Why couldn't i see it before?

It was right in front of me the the whole time.

You are either using me, or trying to be a player.

I'm sick of it.

Tell me what i did to deserve this?

Remember that hole?

Yeah, well you made it huge.

I want this to work, but i don't want to be

just a "best" friend. Like all the other ones.

The term "Best Friends" means SO much to me.

I know now that it doesn't mean anything to you. 

Do i even mean anything to you? 

Are you just using me?

I tell you everything.

Do you laugh at it all?

I doubt you even like me.

Please tell me what i can/should do.

-Kara