what awaits

I hate limits, boundaries and anything constricting. 

I am very independent. Yet, I'm terrified of losing people.

I wish I could be like the other girls and crave having a boy at my side. One that says sweet words, and holds my hand. 

But really I'm not. And I'm sorry for that.

I want to be on my own. To figure out this new person I have become. She's very interesting. Still can't make up her mind, but she will do alright. 

with writers block,

Kara