"Maybe I will" I say.
I just want to be with him, that boy in arizona. I want his arms rapped around me. "How's Aaron" They ask. "Good" I say. My heart thuds at his smile. It'll never work, I know. But I can't help but hope.
"Grant my last request, and just let me hold you".
"When you grow a pear, you can call me back".
I despise the male gender.
Let's face it, they are cruel.
They are stubborn.
Boys are just plain idiotic.
Why is it that we love them so much? Is it the way the pull us in for a hug? The way they smell. When their fingers intertwine with your own? They sweet things they say. They always find a way to ingrain them selves in your heart.
Then..when you think everything is going smoothly...
Rip
Stab
Shatter
Crush
Stomp
Crack
Tear
Mexican hat dance..
On your heart.
You all know it's true.
Even after all that, we still find a place to put them in our poor crumbled hearts.
Boys might be terrible, and stupid.
But I love them/him all the same.
Sure my heart hurts now and then, but it's worth it.
Love you,
Kara
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