sinking

Her heart beats too quickly. A smile bursts on her face. Giggling. Confused. Happy. He's all she ever wanted. The people she told say "Aw cute". Others fear for her. Not wanting to her to hurt.

She knows it won't last. It's a fact. As she learns more of him, she knows she isn't the only one. She accepts it. Only wanting to get it over with. She want's someone to feel for her, because the others simply don't care.

Her mind races from one thing to another. Her heart sinks as she thinks of the sadness it might bring her. But she also thinks of the happiness it will bring her. His smile melts all her worries away. Knowing, it might be fun. Knowing he will be sweet and gentle. Hoping he feels something.

Not wanting to be a piece in his game, she confronts him. His only worry is that she hates him. Which is not the case at all. She likes him too much.

She gets scared, and tries to break her heart away from the feeling she has felt before. The unbelievable feeling of want and "love". She can't relieve it. He is all she thinks of.

Now her heart thumps at the thought of June. Waiting patiently. She's happy, and no one will take it away from her. She will carry on with their "plan". Hoping nothing takes the feeling away.

 
"I miss you."
"I miss you too."

always,
Karadiane

"Ok:) we might not have time if we're attached at the face but i can squeeze it in;)haha"