I Wumbo, you wumbo.

My heart races a million beats per second when I even think of your smile.





I know you don't care the way I do.
I see you out of the corner of my eye when I talk to other boys.
I hurt when you speak of others girls, but I don't say anything.
I'm trying hard to get over you. I was close, but "fate" brought us back together.
At least that's what I like to believe. To give me some sort of hope.
I've tried almost everything. Even getting into a relationship. I broke someones
heart for you. I don't know what to do.
I need someone else. Someone who doesn't make me laugh, with my real laugh.
Who doesn't make me smile at the thought of his face. Someone I can go a day without thinking about.
Forget how he made me feel. How comfortable I was with him.Or I need to forget all about love. Forget that there is never a chance.

forever and almost always,
kara

p.s.
Forever and Almost Always-Kate Voegele
Describes my feelings to a T.