Oh yes, I listen to the words buzzing in my ear.
They mean something. Something to someone.
Not to me. I try the best I can to understand why, why in the world do I need to
know it? To understand it? Explanations make no sense.
Empty smile, empty hugs and last but not least empty friendships.
Unknown future. Unknown thoughts. Even an unknown past.
Not knowing what is real, what is fake.
Smiling though water-less tears. Fake laughs. Fake people.
Knowing what is right. Rebelling against it. Trying, trying so hard but with no results.
One ended friendships. In one ear, out the other.
Remarkable words said. No action on the other end.
Uneasy looks. Questionable words and looks. Should I? Shouldn't I? What.Do.I.Do.
Wishing for the best. Having the worst imaginable thing happen instead. Cured. Uncured.
Being the best actor EVER. Nobody really knows.
Advice given, none taken. Hearts broken and torn.
Real smiles applied to weary faces. Real laughs. Real love and happiness. Real Life.
withlove&somesortofhappiness,
Kara Diane Rhodes((:
p.s. no, this is not supposed to make sense[:
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