i need to lose weight.

i'm different, ya know.

i won't give my lips to just anyone. 

i have been listening to friends and 

they tell me all their kissing stories.

i feel differently about it. it's some-what

magical. it shouldn't be something we take so lightly 

now-a-days. i don't want it to be that way. i want every

kiss i have to mean something.

many say i have high expectations, and i agree. 

some say too high. i want the fairy tale. i will

be swept up off my feet. and dazzled with everything.

sure, it's a lot to live up to. but if he cares enough, he

will do it. 

i have no idea who i am talking about,

and if there even will be a "him". 

i sure hope there is one. i doubt he'll be in

my high school years.  he defiantly won't be

at my high school.

sooner or later he will come around.

maybe i am picky. but i know what i want,

and i'll get it.

and yes, i have been watching too many chick-flicks.

always,

kara