"To die would be an awfully big adventure"-PP

I have a great fear. That fear is growing up. It's creeping up on me day by day. I'll soon be sixteen(68 days?). I'm completely ecstatic. To date at least. I'm scared of driving for one..I know it's silly but I can't help it. I don't want to be a grown up. I like being care-free. Getting to play and have fun. Growing up doesn't sound fun. Being  responsible? Getting a job? I'm happy being a teenager. I'd even be okay with being a child. Just not an adult. My life has gone past so quickly, even if I am just 15. I want Peter Pan to come and let me fly away to Neverland.  To never ever grown up seems lovely(: I know I have to grow up. I just hope it isn't soon. I am terrified.


a girl who never,ever wants to grow up,
Kara Diane(:


p.s.
"to live would be an awfully big adventure"-Peter Pan

p.s.s. maybe i won't ever grow up((: 
good plan.