No one is perfect

I've had a lot of trouble with myself lately. I'm angry at myself. I'm stressed and I guess I couldn't hold it in any longer. All of my anger and fear spilled out today in my mothers car. She thought it was because my orthodontist didn't take my braces off, boy was she wrong. I'm sad because I can't be pretty enough for some boys..I'm angry because my grades are slipping and I have no motivation whatsoever. I get around three hours of sleep every night because I can't stop thinking of all the things that are causing me stress.
Then I decide to let my frustration out on a poor innocent girl at school, making a fool of myself. Making her feel bad I assume as well. I can't fathom how terrible I feel. I'm angry because I can't seem to do anything right. I'm sick of my brother and the way he treats people. I can't get that stupid drivers permit. I'm angry and annoyed with almost everyone.
As I sat in the car I wouldn't look at my mother, with the tears swelling in my eyes. I knew I would break down if I didn't push the feelings deep down like I usually do. I turned up the music and tried to make the tears go away. I succeeded, till she stopped the car in our drive way. Then it came. A burst of emotion I couldn't understand.
She told me I needed to write down my feelings. HAHA. I laughed really hard. I guess this is what you could call that. But this is different. Maybe.
I can be sad, angry, annoying, mean and tired. I'm doing my best. It's hard. But I know a lot of people have it worse than I.

-kara