when your good isn't good enough..

I still miss him and the way we were.
It still hurts when you won't make eye contact. 
Sometimes I don't care, but most I still do. 
Hoping you still care too.


Knowing who I am, having people criticize it.
Someone saying to my face how "low" something is.
Know that I am NOT good enough. Hoping one day, I'll show them.


I used to miss *us* and the way we used to be.
I do miss it sometimes. Others I don't care. 
I get annoyed so quickly. Wanting go the other direction.


At a crossroad. Loving them both so much. 
I will never, ever make up my mind.
Hoping they will both have me.
Hope they won't make me choose. 




always,
Karadiane