Pretty much Dead

I don't know what to write.
My life is pretty terrible at the moment.
My grades suck.
I haven't been to church in 3? 2? weeks.
I'm aching inside.
I just want to run.
I have a load of homework and studying to do.
I feel the ugliest that I've ever been.
It's amazing how things can change in a month.
From "love you forever" to nothing.
I have ran those conversations over and over in my head.
What did I do wrong?
People won't text back. 
I have to read another 100 pages. Of a love story(shoot me now).
I can feel me losing more and more friends every second.
My skin is terrible.
I don't feel alive.
That's all.

-Kara