It's all in the moment.

Tonight I realized somethings.

One:

I start to like someone, in the moment.

It's kind of difficult to explain.

In the moment with a person, I think "hey maybe I do like him".

But I have those moments far to much. So, I think I like someone.

But I really don't. Make sense? Or maybe I just liked being with them at that moment?

I have no idea. It's a real problem. 

Two:

I'm so utterly confused.

It's a bit ridiculous.

I am doing my best, thinking of the right things to say.

But it always comes out wrong, or desperate. 

You say one thing..but mean another.

How can you be friends, but not talk? Really though.

It makes no sense. I've been thinking about it for ever.

Help me understand? Cool.

Three:

I love my life.

I love my friends.

I love my dear mother.

I even kinda like boys.

Weird right?

I just needed to step back, and look at what i have.

Four:

You should never loose hope.

Ever. 

Never forget your blessings in life.

Stay strong and radiate love.

Smile and laugh a lot, it eases the pain.

<3

with smiles, 

Karaboo[: 

P.s.

thanks for the great party gingi(:

i <3 ya!