Baby

People change.

I have changed.

For many reasons.

let's see if you can figure them out.

Not to be rude...some of it is your fault.

Maybe this is for the better.

I feel...

left out

alone

sad

angry

annoyed

i love you still, always have, always will.

something has changed in me.

i'm still working on why that is. or how that happened.

when i do figure that out. i'll tell you. don't worry.

until then don't ignore me..that might change things even more. 

On another note:

i can't wait for April.

i'll be 16..hopefully(probably) brace-less..and zit-less.

i.can't.wait. well..i have to, but you know[:

sad..but oh so true...

[:

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he's proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he's my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I'm upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I'm doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I'm wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

i REALLY hope they read this one day..

-kara

p.s.don't go complain about me..it's not cool..really your sister?

come on.